Ok, usually when I come up here I am writing about accomplishments and I am so straight forward in my delivery, but I have to tell you I had a WONDERFUL week.
Last Sunday I decided to sign a lease at another apartment with the works (sauna, door to door trash pick up, two heated pools, 3,000 sf gym, indoor basketball court, pool hall, movie theatre, etc) on a whim. Mind you that I am still in my lease for my apartment, but I fell in love with this corner unit, it was like COME TO ME. So, I did it. Not knowing where the money was going to come from for BOTH apartments for that month, then I just opened my mailbox on Monday and God gave me a gift, and showed me that HE WILL ALWAYS have MY BACK. I got my refund check from school, more than enough to BE OK. That was Monday’s story.
Tuesday, I decided to pay up on my bills, because I was tired of them KEEP CALLING ME. Dang when will they get the hint, if you didn’t have yesterday, why do you think I will have it today? :) But I had a bill that was $550, I told them all I had was $250, it came out good :). So, I was excited that I didn’t have to spend that much on this stupid bill. I learn a vaulable lesson, if you don’t have it, don’t spend it.
Wednesday, OMG! I decided to buy me some boots. Girls ALDO is having a NASTY sale on them, and have wonderful styles. When I get a chance I will take pictures of them. They are so fierce!!! Well I thought if I am going to buy boots I got to have an outfit. Then ladies I went into the store of NO RETURN….. FOREVER 21. Now for those who knows about this store, it is not for us thick chicks. But I just went in. I noticed they had a THICK GIRL section :). But not too thick, size 14 in pants ONLY. I haven’t been in a 14 jeans in YEARS. But I was growing into the Saggy Booty Department. So, I decided to look at somethings and try them on. Besides if I slipped my fat boottttty in those 14 slim jeans ($15.90), I am buying those.
I walked up to the dressing room, thinking I was the biggest girl in there. I promise, I still have that 260lb thoughts in my head. I slide into that dressign room, tried on those pants, and was amazed, that I LITERALLY SHOUTED (OMFGoodness). People came running to my dressing room thinking that something had happened, and I just lauhed and cried. I guess because I been through so much stuff that I had NO CONTROL OVER, but I am finally doing something that I can CONTROL. I am in charge on my own destiny and my life. I felt so good.
I told the lady that I had recently lost some weight, still she cant’ believe I weigh as much as I do, which is really shocking when I go to the doctors. But its okay. I like being in a size 14 rather than those stupid 16, 18, or 20. I still have a ways to go to get to my goal of a size 6 :). But I am on my way. Therefore, in a nut shell. I WENT SHOPPING YESTERDAY :).
Have a good one you guys. MUAH!!!!
